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In Hope For Beauty

by Living Weary

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1.
The Lost Intro 02:24
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I've been lost!! For so long... For so long... For so long...
2.
Colorful Dreams 05:11
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Say this be the last word I ever wrote, I'd be leaving this to you, or whoever. Just so I can linger in the trees, and fl with the breeze. Walking in stumbling steps on this road wrapped in vines, singin to myself, as I dream, oh I dream. I dream, we dream. Singin all the words, singin all the lines I see, we see. Everything in life has purpose, so read between the lines you're worth it. Singin every word, singin every line. Hiding in the spaces. Hiding all our faces. It's okay to not, be okay! its okay to not be okay! Put you're dreams on the line, and stare straight at the sky. I dream, We dream. Singin all the words, singin all the lines I see, we see. Everything in life has purpose, so read between the lines youre worth it I see the color on these rotted trees.. I see the future in these lucid dreams.. We're all the same! Just read between the lines. When it comes to bleeding we're all the same. When it comes to dreaming we're all the same. So I'll wrap myself around this vine, and stare straight at the moonlit sky. When it comes to breathing we're all the same, when it comes to bleeding.. When it comes to dreaming we're all the same..
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This Is Me 02:24
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Give me the strength, to let my feelings show.. Give me the strength, to create this sound I know... Give me the strength, to show everyone I know... The man they never thought I could be.. They never thought I could be.. They never thought I could be... Me.. Who is this ghost in the mirror? Its talking to me.. Who is this ghost in the mirror? Is it me?
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Clutter (Ollie Ollie) 05:09
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This medication! Its kinda haunting me... It's taking over me.. Its kinda haunting me... Ollie ollie oxen free, hope somebody's watching over me, is it too late, too late, to get rid of this pain... Ollie ollie oxen free, these nightmares crawling over me, is it, too late, to get rid of, get rid of this pain... Get rid of this.. get rid of this pain... I'm trying hard to be the best that I can be and I'm trying to be free! but all the pain inside, trapped inside my mind, and all the medication that I can't seem to get away from.. I'm losing my mind... I better find a way to cure this... I better find a way to find my life.. Ollie ollie oxen free, hope somebody's watching over me, is it too late, too late, to get rid of this pain... Ollie ollie oxen free, these nightmares crawling over me, is it, too late, to get rid of, get rid of this pain... Get rid of this.. get rid of this pain... We're gonna sing some sad songs about the day's.. so sing along.. please sing along... So sing along... We're waisting away!! We need to find a way! We need to find a way! We're worrying! We're worrying! About our lives, about our lives..
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Endlessly 04:53
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I begged for you.. I told you the truth, but you left me.. I lost everything... I tried.. I tried to give you all the air that lets me breathe... but you left me oh you left me, to bleed.. Endlessly! Endlessly! Endlessly! (Pull me up up up, pull me up up up, pull me up up up, just let me choke on this tightrope) Livin on the edge, staring at the water.. My reflection shoots right back to me, and all I see is you, all I see is you, staring back at me.. I told you, that i'd stay with you forever... I told you, I'd carry you through all the hellish places I tried.. I tried to give you all the air that lets me breathe... but you left me oh you left me, to bleed.. Endlessly! Endlessly! Endlessly! (Pull me up up up, pull me up up up, pull me up up up, just let me choke on this tightrope) Our hearts throb to the sound of the drums.. They remind us of what we've lost.. Our past lovers will grieve by the sound of the memories we sing in our song... We sing our song!! We sing along!!
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In Hope 02:42
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Dear love, would you, help me to get these feelings of my chest... Show me how to live to better day's... I'll be there for the ones I love, and the friends I have, cus life is too short to be a man without love... I try my hardest to succeed and be the best that I can be, so maybe one day ill be free.. It hurts me.. but this life it looks so beautiful... Dear love, would you, help me to get these feelings of my chest... Show me how to live to better day's... We struggle to be, we struggle to see.. We struggle to breathe with our lungs... We struggle to be, we struggle to breathe.. We struggle to see with our eyes... To try to find out who we should be in our lives....
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As If We Were Ghosts 05:14
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In dreams may we find our peace.. Left in a rotted room of silence for so long... This lingering grave stone of concrete is our home don't demolish us, please... don't demolish this dream... We never wanted to die alone! We never wanted to die, this is our home, leave us alone.. Where's the peace in society? will we ever be remembered for the memories we've made, or will we be thrown into our grave? Death is so much stronger than anything... I'm screaming in silence I'm screaming I'm rotting in my grave.. We never wanted to die alone! We never wanted to die, this is our home, leave us alone.. Hey dreamer... Hey dreamer would you call my name? Call my name!! (These places we die in) We never wanted to die alone! We never wanted to die, this is our home!!
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Lets Make A Melody (Interlude) 02:12
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The Man I Can Be.. 04:20
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Trying hard to be a better man, but i'm losing grip of everything... A laughing stock, getting buried in the sand.. In search of what I'm dreaming of, striving for someone to love... Questioning my sanity... Unable to speak.. Unable to speak... I know I've hurt... But I just need someone to understand me.. The day I meet a girl, who will show me how to live, who will keep me on my feet.. Who won't be turned off by all my insecurities, who will believe in me for the man that I can be.. The man that I can be! Frankly, I was a lonely estate!! Frankly, I was a lonely estate!! Frankly, I was a lonely estate!! I always happen to lose myself in these broken walls of this broken home.. If I ever find that someone who will be there for me, we can set each other free and live in harmony... I don't know if I can make it on my own.. Please take my hand! Please take my hand! The day I meet a girl, who will show me how to live, who will keep me on my feet.. Who won't be turned off by all my insecurities, who will believe in me for the man that I can be.. The man that I can be! Frankly, I was a lonely estate.. Frankly, I was a lonely estate... The man that I can be.. The man that I can be.. The man that I can be.. The man that I can be.. The man that I can be.. The man that I can be.. The day I meet a girl...
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Sanctuary 04:15
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This sound of ours is our sanctuary.. There's so much love in this place.. So much love in..There's so much love in this place This scene was built from the ground up. This scene was built out of love! If there's a will theres a way! We'll make this work someday!! This scene was built out of love, the love, the life... We fall apart, but we pick ourselves back up, from where we started from.. We build this sound of life, in remembrance of our lives, we give our hearts to you! This scene was built from the ground up. This scene was built out of love! If there's a will theres a way! We'll make this work someday!! This scene was built out of love, the love, the life... This sound of ours is our sanctuary.. this sound of ours is our sanctuary.. this sound of ours is our sanctuary.. and with this sound, we can be anything... There's so much love spreading in this place.. There's so much love spreading in this place.. As we all fill in this empty space, we all dance to the sound of grace...
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Pictures 05:55
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I'm seeing pictures in my head, of the good old days when we would laugh and play, and play those games.. When we we're younger We had our whole lives ahead of us.. When we were younger. I'm seeing pictures in my head.. I'm seeing pictures, my life in pictures. I'm seeing pictures of the past.. Why doesn't it last? I've always been the quiet one in my past.. Laughed at by others, and left out to smother in the pain.. I was fooling myself those day's... For once I just wanna be free, to show them the man that I can really be.. I'm not a perfect person, but I try.. Sometimes I wish I could be back in the day's when everything was easy and okay... I'm seeing pictures in my head.. I'm seeing pictures, my life in pictures. I'm seeing pictures of the past.. Why doesn't it last? It feels like just yesterday... when everything was easy... when everything was easy and okay... Please don't let me lose all my hope.. I'm begging please, believe in me...

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For anyone who has life struggles such as depression, a lack of motivation heartbreak, loss, addiction...etc... Whatever it may be, I wrote this for you...
- Steven Christopher Bossie

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released August 28, 2017

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Mackenzie Christensen at Rose City Sound, and Ian Van Opijnen at The Echoroom Studios.

"The Lost Intro" guitar and bass by Kevin Ryan.

"Colorful Dreams" lead guitar by Ian Van Opijnen, rhythm guitar and bass by Cody Beaumont.

"Endlessly" lead guitar by Brent Parker.

"As If We Were Ghosts" rhythm guitar by Brent Parker.


Artwork by Louie Vigorito


All lyrics written by Steven Bossie


Living Weary is:
Steven Bossie (Lead Vocals/Guitar)
Brett Walter (Guitar)
Rick Kuehlewind (Guitar)
Brandon Raimondo (Bass)
Brandon Lanphear (Drums)

Copyright, 2017 Living Weary.

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Dark, melodic Rock band out of Southeastern, CT.

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